Birthday "bash" or "bust"

26, twenty six...

so far it is a bust...never have i ever really enjoyed my birthday being in June...no one to celebreate with at camp...not the place because everyone is going about there business...jord has something plannned this afternoon so I am looking forward to that...well i got the first call just in the middle of my birthday or bust rant...and it was someone to see how Jord's father day went...not even a happy birthday to you...weird...

In my house growing up birthdays were a big deal...we would wake up early in the morning and open presents and then the whole day we couldn't wait to get home to have that amazing birthday cake...

Not a lot of fun spending your birthday in meeting and with 40 people that don't know you very well...

I should say who cares but i guess each year i hope it gets better you know... that being here would be alright when i am far away from all the family and friends that i would like to spend my birthday with...but each year it just is a bust...presents or not i am just not where i would like to be...in the company of family...on my own couch...watering my garden...laughing and a dumb movie i rented that kinda thing!

signing off...kinda sounding a little depressed to be here

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Kev Chen said...

Happy birfday to you!

DanO said...

Happy belated birthday! We miss you guys like crazy and can't wait to see you soonish.

Much love.