It has been to long

I haven't written in a really long time and i begin to feel an emence amount of saddness when i can't write too. The other day Jordan and i really struggled through a hard issue revolving around things i may not list. But it broke me to the core... we sat across from one another is a room full of silence hurt and pain. Pain sometimes is not intentional but evently it can become that. I cried as he shared and he cried as he confessed, eventually the pain turned into joy and hurt into holding each other. Evently our oneness overcame our selfishness, and thus began the journey of reconciliation between husband and wife. I do not believe i would have patience for these things unless ther was a spirit convicted me to care and share in other peoples burdens and pains. I love that! I love that my God knows that pain can turn into reconciliation. It really is the beauty of Christianity.

To all those who feel pain, know it and can rejoice to get out of it...praise one person for that...God. Otherwise the pain can stick on you like vomit!

Jill

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